Alma was introduced to me by Yomah. They’re very dear friends. I guess in this case, the friend of my friend is my friend, no? It’s also her birthday today, hence all the tangible excitement…
I have never been more excited to start a new year like this. Really, I haven’t. 2012 was a year filled with loads of disappointments and it was just bleh altogether. I had my first accident last year and for like 5 mins I couldn’t feel my legs. *sigh* I cant even explain how I felt. Let’s just say I thank God.
So……. It’s a new year and this baby gehl has finally turned 20!!!!!!!*does the swo dance* Like I have been dreaming of being 20 years since I was 15 years old (no jokes) and I don’t know why, I think I’ve always wanted to know how people on this other side of the age bracket feel like(stupid, I know)and then by God’s grace I graduate from uni this year (B.Sc Chemical Engineering).
My hopes and dreams for this year are pretty simple.
*I want to love. Like love and let all my guards down. I’m too paranoid for my own liking and I’ll very much like to work on that.
*Secondly, I have to learn how to save. Really, I have a HUGE problem with saving money. There’s always something to spend on (my oju kokoro is too much)
*I also pray that I’ll be able to put a huge smile on lot of people’s faces this year. I don’t know how yet but I pray to be a source of blessing to lots of people. So help me God.
*Pray. It’s not like I don’t know how to pray o, but I don’t think I pray enough and I need to improve on that. Thank God for my mother because if it was just me ehn………
*You know the whole pressure to figure yourself out and what you want in life after graduating from uni, I don’t want to have that. It sounds stupid but I really hope not to feel it.
*Complete whatever I start. The only thing I have been able to complete in this my life is school and I’m already thinking of dropping out because Design Engineering is frustrating me already. So yeah…
*Stop mourning. I lost someone that meant everything to me 6 years ago and I haven’t been able to let go. I know it’s not going to be easy but I pray for the strength to finally move on this year and finally accept that God always has a reason for everything.
*Last but not the least. Not let what people say get to me. If you know me, I’m sure you’ll help me pray for this last resolution.
The year has already started amazingly for me and I hope it gets better as it proceeds. I hope y’all have an amazing year filled with lots of joy, happiness and everything your individual hearts set out to achieve. May God bless us all. Peace