Pretty Shitty

My brain goes dead sometimes. Like a light switch, it just stops functioning. Sometimes. Worse, outwardly, everything appears to still be functioning properly, and in a sense, it does. But when things are operating normally without instruction from the control room, that’s far from normal or proper.

I said something I shouldn’t have to someone I shouldn’t have. Some details are still mighty sketchy, but the details I did know should have remained with me. But my mouth was disconnected from my brain, you see, and… blab blab blab.

I’ve irreparably damaged three of my friendships now. A budding one, a long time acquaintance and a bond that goes back over 10yrs now. Not to mention what relationships there may be between these people.

And for that, I feel pretty shitty right now.

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3 comments on “Pretty Shitty

  1. teleola says:

    So sorry. Apologise and try to fix it.

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  2. enajyte says:

    Especially when apologies can’t make it better. Yeah, pretty shitty

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  3. hrh7 says:

    I’m sorry. Say sorry. Do something beautiful for them. It’s not really over till you let it be.

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